for me...getting my name on the list means making it up for...
- the times i lost debate matches (not to mention a one point split against SESERI and a 7-0 lost against DJ
- getting kicked out of PPM Central Zone and subsequently the Nationals
- getting my name cancelled out of 4 international trips ( Vancouver , Korea , Singapore and Doha )
- not finishing this year's larian jalan raya
- not winning any medal in any of the events at the annual PKBM camp
- not being able to participate in KDU debate
and many more....
A strong person is not the one who cries over his fate but one who determines not to let fate make him cry again.