Sunday, April 3, 2011

tak sia - sia !

alhamdulillah :)

SYUKUR ALHAMDULILLAH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

X sia - sia ak slame ni duk berusaha pagi petang siang malam untuk result SPM !

SLAMA ni ak ingat lagi ak sering dilanda kesedihan waaaaa... :( ..balik prep pun sorang2... mentang2 ar gua belum hensem  ,kne la balik ke blok asrama from blok akademik sorang2.Datang ke class prep paling awal , but balik paling lambat . Sometimes if blajar dekat dewan lagi teruk , mesti la i'd be the last to return because I would have to close all of the lights , kemas dewan , susun kerusi , and everything .  Bila sampai DM , mesti dah habis kan makanan .Terpaksa la sleep in hunger . * okay menangis sebentar  :(

  Berbanding dengan kawan - kawan ku yang lain , more than 50 % couple weyh ! Boleh buat record sekolah , serious .  Ak je yang sebagai ketua kne maintain cool . Yela , if ketua batch pun ikut couple skali , nnti satu batch nk couple . Ikut ketua la katakan , siot je --' Tapi alhamdulillah , the rewards came after all . :D

X menyesal ak ikut cakap mama , abah , cikgu2 , dan nasihat2 yang lain ni. Nasihat aku kepada junior2 dan rakan - rakan yang lain . Make sure la korang nye SPM Result gmpak . SPM ni sekali seumur hidup je pun , bukannye byk2 kali pun ! The feeling of seeing your parents hugging you , being proud of you is everything on that day . Yes , the compliments are like music to the ears , but everyone can compliment you , but what is unseen to them is the hardhips you have to face . If orang , especially your parents kate jangan couple ,fly , smoke , dating or anything,........ ikut je ! Trust me , you won't regret it !Although these things look small , but the impact is big enough to make you cry .  Jangan nak memandai2 nk buat decision sendiri . Bukannye boleh kahwin pun . Lepas tu if korang duk angau je memanjang , baik x yah . If korang nk  , gua advice time form 4 la if dh x tahan sangat . Tapi form 5 kne cover balik ! KNE WORK 2-3 kali ganda lagi kuat daripada orang paling pandai n rajin in batch korang !!!!! If you know your limits , then , don't do it . Simple as that .

Serious ak rase dh buat yang terbaik untuk mengubah nasib aku dengan batchmate2 ak . Well , ade gak ar kesilapan2 , tapi nk buat macam mane kan . Bendanye skang dh bagi full effort . I pity them honestly , ade yg slack satu dua subjek dah x boleh ambik medic , x boleh ambik engineering dan sebagainye.Tapi nk buat macam mane kan , dh rezeki . Trust me guys , this is not the end of the road . This is just the beginning .

Tapi frankly speaking kan , eventhough ak seronok dapat 9A+ , ak x de ar nk go euphoric sangat ke ape . Coz ak tau SPM ni bukannye penentu hidup pun . The only reason why i feel happy till this very day is dat now i know and witnessed for myself how Allah is fair to his servants .Slame ni tau je Allah itu maha adil , tapi x pernah nampak frst hand how it really applies to my life .

2ndly , I'm happy  coz my strategy worked . Simple as that . I took 9 bcoz that is the minimum requirement for the scholarships . nak banyak2 , buat ape ? Lepas tu , if ambik 10 , x kompem dapat stret A+ , ntah2 ade B or C ! Arhh ! It's better to get 9A+ and COMFRM DAPAT SCHOLARSHIP YANG BERNILAI LEBIH RM 750 000 daripada dapat 10 A tapi kne compete dengan lebih 7000 orang lain yang dapat stret gak . So it's better for you to plan well and think of your own capibility.

Selain itu , another one of my strategy is to concentrate on biology . Ak dh study dah result SPM 2009 , mmg archilles heel die is kat bio . Ade brape orang je A+ , realising that ... ape lagi ..get to work la! X terkira la owh brape banyak buku n latihan bio gua buat . Mmg boleh buat gua gile.If you don't trust me , ask my teachers .



TApi do you want to know what is the best part ?

NOW......

If i tell other people i want to do herbalife , no one can stop me . 


And this is my dream .............

not to be a doctor....

neither to be a lawyer...

for i have read Rich Dad Poor Dad and Dare to Fail

What's d point of being a professional and a degree if by the end of the day we find ourselves in d rat race ?

Sedangkan tujuan hidup ni adalah untuk beribadah kepada Allah ?

If ak duk busy study2 , keje2 , asik nak kejar bonus sekali setahun , bile nk gi umrah / haji / sedekah ?

baik ak buat bisnes..

Boleh jadi mcam upline ak...Muhd . Fadzil Muda , baru 31 tahun tapi duit dah banyak

every year gi melancong gi 10 negara

lepas tu hantar mak gi umrah every year

lepas tu buat kerja yang die suke

EVERY MONTH MORE THAN RM 45 K in income  !!!!!!!!!!!!


COME ON LA ZHARIF , STOP LYING TO YOURSELF !!!!!! 


Be honest to yourself ! 


YOU CAN DO IT ! 


"Ak x pernah rase ghairah or gile gmbira or rase teruja sangat2 coz of 9A+ , yang ak hepy is dat my name is on d board ,and ak nampak that Allah is fair and adil , siape yang berusaha  , kompem akan dapat all of d rewards"


Btw , if my words hurts . I'm sorry . It's better for you to feel the pain and renew yourself . And later thank me for that . The same thing applies for Jose Mourinho , his words might hurt the most . But we can't deny his achievements .  And yeah , another person is the American Idol judge , ( can't remember his name ) he might be someone strong in his words . But it gave him the identity . 



3 comments:

  1. dude, this is kinda a deep stab at my back. please mind your words

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  2. okay2 , I'm sorry for that . Whoever it is , I just wanna say that the words came from my heart . It might look overrated , but hey , this is my blog and i have the right to manifest whatever I want. As long as I don't insult other people directly , I feel it's alright .

    Nevertheless , since you have bothered and took your time to comment on my post , I feel now I'll have to play my part . See the post above ? I have edited it as much as i could without losing it's original meaning and sarcasm . I can't satisfy everyone but that's the best I can do . Once again , sorry . Thx for reminding :D

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